nothing more , sorry !

无助的时候，唯有把自己紧紧抱住，至少那这样不会被人看不起..

u said i had hurt ur family .. ya , im really sorry ! but u think i willing to do tat ? In ur view or mine , i really done that , hurt ur family even u .. Im really very sorry toward u n ur family ..
In my situation , did i done anything wrong ? Nope . bcoz if i dun cancel it , I mayb will lost everything i having now , included my family .. I have no choise to sacifify u n undirectly sacify ur family in the same time .
u said i should told u b4 i cancel it . u also said tat u @ least asked me 3 times b4 .. Every time i also dun want , but the 3rd time .. when i saw ur msg tat time , im late to reply ur msg coz u r on the way . Im force to sign when u said tat . During the duration which i waiting for the policy , i always asks u when can i cancel it , did u take notice ? but u juz though im just joking with u . I trying to tell u every time in indirect way , just u too busy and din notice it . I dun dare to tell u cause u r the most serious guy when u r working whom i never meet before .

I know that u wont forgive me and i lost one true friend , but i hope u will continue do ur best to make all ur wishes and ur family wishes come true soon .. 

Im really SORRY to u and ur family expecially ur parents , Hoong Hoong .