2 days 1 night malacca trip , the very 1st time went for a trip with my boy . Thanks that u put down all ur assignments n came to malacca accompany me just because i said that 2 girls go very dangerous .
The night walk in jonker walk , whole walk u also hold my hand and protected me well . This is the first time i really felt that im really appreciated that having such good bf in my life .
I asked u a very stupid question , but u answered me with the ans that i really want to heard . U said u will hold my hand even in neither penang nor other places ,but if meet up ur parents , u wont until we really stable n plan for our future . It is okay with me . I dont mind , i just dun want people throught im the third party enough .
I really dun understand why u guys like to make some unrelated thing to me ? He open cases tat is the result of his hardwork , not because of me ! Please la ! He open cases the payments also not come to me , wat for u guys related tat his hard work results with me ?! Gosh !
Thus , stop asking me every single time i meet u all the same thing can ?! If not i really will angry n stop appear in front all of u .. Really very hate tat my friendship build on $ !
u said i had hurt ur family .. ya , im really sorry ! but u think i willing to do tat ? In ur view or mine , i really done that , hurt ur family even u .. Im really very sorry toward u n ur family ..
In my situation , did i done anything wrong ? Nope . bcoz if i dun cancel it , I mayb will lost everything i having now , included my family .. I have no choise to sacifify u n undirectly sacify ur family in the same time .
u said i should told u b4 i cancel it . u also said tat u @ least asked me 3 times b4 .. Every time i also dun want , but the 3rd time .. when i saw ur msg tat time , im late to reply ur msg coz u r on the way . Im force to sign when u said tat . During the duration which i waiting for the policy , i always asks u when can i cancel it , did u take notice ? but u juz though im just joking with u . I trying to tell u every time in indirect way , just u too busy and din notice it . I dun dare to tell u cause u r the most serious guy when u r working whom i never meet before .
I know that u wont forgive me and i lost one true friend , but i hope u will continue do ur best to make all ur wishes and ur family wishes come true soon ..
Im really SORRY to u and ur family expecially ur parents , Hoong Hoong .